ok.. some updates..

i cant rem wat i did the last week.. last weekend was spent at aranda country club for hc n cs bday chalet.. went down on fri after work.. next day was just slacking myself away at the chalet.. well cos dear cant do anything due to his hand injury.. played mj.. n i nearly nearly got the dont wat 13 cards thingy.. wah liew.. i already waiting to game le.. short of 1 tile nia.. lol.. exciting lehz.. haha.. after which is buffet.. hc's parents n relatives came over.. haha.. surprisingly his mom stil rems mi.. lol.. pop down to cs' chalet n saw nigel, jona, sihao, thomas n mingyu.. played heart attack.. haha.. then it was cut cake session.. so sorry that i couldnt go down to cs' one.. something crop up.. just dont wish to mention here..

monday went to work all the way till 11 plus.. siannn... then went over his place cos he got operation on tuesday.. end up i cant wake up.. i guess i was just tired.. his mom acc him there.. the operation finish at late afternoon so he cant discharge..
today i went over in the morning n had lunch wif him n his mom.. wait for the nurse to do the procedures n we went home... supposed to go down zouk to look for rh.. but sorry boy.. i was really tired plus tml have to work.. hiakz..

i browse thru some of my fren's blog n saw this interesting quiz.. to be frank.. its really true u know.. i am surprised.. it realli speaks of wat i am facing now..

You have a vivid imagination and this is good. Great inventors, explorers all had inventive, imaginative minds. Your friends and acquaintances may consider you over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. So what ? this is a part of your character and charm.

You are in need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special, that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that 'special someone' and resolve your problems very soon, you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You feel that you need to move on. You feel that you are not appreciated or valued for what you are and that the time is 'now'. Failure to do so will not afford you the conditions to prove your worth.

these few days my mind is preoccupied with alot of stuffs..
Dinner n dance this fri.. n i havent bought my shoes..
Gb 21st bday chalet this weekend..
Dear's bday this weekend n i havent prepared anything for him.. i totally have no time.. haiz..
everything is happening around the same time.. no money as well.. bcos i wanna give more to my mom..
Plus another more serious stuffs.. my father has been exchanging email with mi.. i am pissed by the words he used.. to all guys out there.. if u think u cant commit to anything, then dont fucking get into a marriage n ruin everyone's life.. everyday i have been thinking abt this.. i sent an email back to him screwing him upside down.. n ya.. he threatened with a divorce..
so wat.. i had to swallow my pride, reason things out with him n help my mom.. i really cant take it anymore..
and yet after all these, i really dont know how to tell my mom abt wat he said to mi.. bcos i know she will be sad.. she will ask mi to swallow everything down n "sweet talk" to him... damn bastard..

i am trying not to let it affect my work.. but it just seems to pop out.. and i stil havent send wat the msg tt i promise rh i would.. i stil have yet to reply to cs.. argh..

I Need a Break!! anyone.. anybody.. take mi away from all these..